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I can’t fucking share someone, god dammit I’m one selfish person. I want one person all to my self, their laughs and tears, I want to be the first person they tell when something happens, good and bad, I want to piss them off at 2pm, make up for it at 6pm, and to save them at 2am. I need some one all to my self or not at all.
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Oct 20, 2014 / 43,051 notes
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18 songs that make me happy

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This song >
Oct 20, 2014 / 1,828 notes
Maybe it’s time to stop waiting and create a new dream… And start living it…
Oct 20, 2014

Maybe it’s time to stop waiting and create a new dream… And start living it…

Oct 19, 2014

Broken.

I think about the pain that is a constant in my chest. The way I cry myself to sleep every night and wake up with the same feeling, as though 10,000 knives have been jabbed in and out of my heart. I think about how many months I have felt this, day after day…. 

My life is so good right now. Its so good.. except for love. I am in love with a woman who cant love me the way that I love her. I am ready to be proud of who I am. I am ready to start a life with her. I am ready to wake up next to the same person every morning. I am in love with her. I am pathetically in love with her…..

But I’ve realized that it doesn’t matter what I say to her. It doesn’t matter if I take blame for everything. It doesn’t matter if I tell her how good I’ll be to her. It doesn’t matter if I tell her not to worry about money. It doesn’t matter….

She doesn’t love me the same. She gave a part of her heart to someone else. She gave most of her life to someone else. And I’m just the ‘other girl’. My problem is that, this whole time, I’ve been thinking that I’m something so exceptional. That I’m the one that she loves. Me and me alone….But she doesn’t. She loves the one she’s with. The one she kisses at night. The one she protects, daily. 

It’s not me…It will never be me…

Oct 19, 2014 / 1,206 notes
#bighair #dontcare 💁💋❤️ (at Bachelorette Pad 👭)
Oct 18, 2014

#bighair #dontcare 💁💋❤️ (at Bachelorette Pad 👭)

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Oct 16, 2014

How am I supposed to keep pretending it’s okay?

I think my heart might stop. How do I watch the one I love, love someone else? How do I condone it? How do I put a smile on when my heart is shattered?

I don’t think I’m strong enough for this… But is that strength? Or does the true strength lie in being able to say, “I deserve more”, and acting on it.

Do you ever just look at someone and become overwhelmed with this insuppressible longing for them? You crave this deep level of intimacy that you know would take years to develop. You know you can’t have them and you’re not even sure exactly why you want them, but you do – to the point where you can feel your bones aching at the thought of someone else holding them. It’s maddening, almost. But I would love to know that I’m not the only one.
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