I can’t believe I held on to even the smallest bit of hope..
When I just feel so alone and so broken. I just need to collapse into myself and cry. I need to just let it all out. My method to being strong is to hold it all back.. To hold it all in. But now I think that doing that is making me weaker. It’s slowing me down. I just need to let it all out..
My heart is broken. I feel lost. I made someone my whole world. I gave someone all of my trust. I gave her all of me… Just to be made a fool of.
One day someone will love me the way I deserve to be loved. And it will make all of these nights of feeling empty and alone worth it.
There’s no one I’d rather get kicked out of gay bars with @jesssheppp #woodys #rebels #bye